Except for that I only showered recently. So picture these pictures but without me having showered.
School has pretty much hated me this semester. Like, I'm going to go ahead and say that I have never not enjoyed school this much in my entire life.
I don't find joy in any of my classes, except for POGP which I only have once a week.
And I enjoy D&C, but the test was ri.dic.u.lous. RIDICULOUS! I know that information. I know it like I've never known anything before. (exaggeration, but go with it). I went in there expecting a 98. Not even a 97, but a flat out, straight up 98.
...We will not discuss what I got. But I will tell you that I actually laughed upon seeing my score because of course that would happen to me this semester.
Because this semester hates me.
At least I didn't cry.
But I have been trying to find the good in every situation, which was a totally inspired goal to set at the start of the semester cause there have been a lot of crap situations.
So even though I currently feel like the bad-news-gods have been throwing up on me, here is some of the good that I have found:
-At least I know what I don't want to do with my life. This semester is full of some GEs that I have been putting off, and now I know why: because I hate them.
-I enjoy my job.
-I have had the opportunity to learn a lot about decision making. While I am still very bad at it, I have learned how the spirit speaks to me and the benefits of following it.
-My roommates and family are amazing. They always know the exact right thing to say. Like today, I was hanging up some clothes and was just feeling crappy. Just as I was deciding that there was nothing to do but cry for a very long time, my phone started to ring. It was my sister calling with a simple question. But I needed to talk to her and I'm so glad she called when she did.
School has pretty much hated me this semester. Like, I'm going to go ahead and say that I have never not enjoyed school this much in my entire life.
I don't find joy in any of my classes, except for POGP which I only have once a week.
And I enjoy D&C, but the test was ri.dic.u.lous. RIDICULOUS! I know that information. I know it like I've never known anything before. (exaggeration, but go with it). I went in there expecting a 98. Not even a 97, but a flat out, straight up 98.
...We will not discuss what I got. But I will tell you that I actually laughed upon seeing my score because of course that would happen to me this semester.
Because this semester hates me.
At least I didn't cry.
But I have been trying to find the good in every situation, which was a totally inspired goal to set at the start of the semester cause there have been a lot of crap situations.
So even though I currently feel like the bad-news-gods have been throwing up on me, here is some of the good that I have found:
-At least I know what I don't want to do with my life. This semester is full of some GEs that I have been putting off, and now I know why: because I hate them.
-I enjoy my job.
-I have had the opportunity to learn a lot about decision making. While I am still very bad at it, I have learned how the spirit speaks to me and the benefits of following it.
-My roommates and family are amazing. They always know the exact right thing to say. Like today, I was hanging up some clothes and was just feeling crappy. Just as I was deciding that there was nothing to do but cry for a very long time, my phone started to ring. It was my sister calling with a simple question. But I needed to talk to her and I'm so glad she called when she did.
Right. I am now going to go finish a completely pointless busy-work assignment and then fall asleep.
And don't worry, my life isn't bad. But as a female I have all rights to complain irrationally.
"...don't worry, my life isn't bad. But as a female I have all rights to complain irrationally."
ReplyDeleteThank you for this statement. It makes me feel validated. love you! And I love that you're growing. Sorry it hurts...